i wish we could see our futures. not skip to them, but just see how everything turns out. and then we would rewind to the present and watch it all turn into what we saw at the end. then when things get bad, we would know what it’s gonna turn out to be in the end and not be scared that it won’t be okay or how it’s supposed to be because we will have already seen the end of it and know that everything is fine and will turn around eventually. we would never have that feeling of waiting to know what it’s gonna be like the next day because honestly i don’t want to know what tomorrow will be like, i want to know how the end will be. 

She was desperate and she was choosey at the same time and, in a way, beautiful, but she didn’t have quite enough going for her to become what she imagined herself to be.

i wish we could see our futures. not skip to them, but just see how everything turns out. and then we would rewind to the present and watch it all turn into what we saw at the end. then when things get bad, we would know what it’s gonna turn out to be in the end and not be scared that it won’t be okay or how it’s supposed to be because we will have already seen the end of it and know that everything is fine and will turn around eventually. we would never have that feeling of waiting to know what it’s gonna be like the next day because honestly i don’t want to know what tomorrow will be like, i want to know how the end will be. 

She was desperate and she was choosey at the same time and, in a way, beautiful, but she didn’t have quite enough going for her to become what she imagined herself to be.